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Tomorrow = Launch Day!

Launch TimeIt’s hard to believe, launch day is here! It’s been a whirlwind ride to bring The Gray Lady of Long Branch to publication, but it’s done. Hard to believe when I think about lounging around in that adorable little beach home on the rain-drenched Florida Panhandle, forced to stay inside, that the seed of an idea sewn there would blossom into this novel.

But it did. And I’m so happy with the finished product. I honestly am. While writing it, there were more than a couple of times that I laughed out loud and some funny thing I’d written, or sobbed with tears over another part.  I hope you, my reader, gets the whole gamut of emotions I did while putting it together.

And I’m going to let you in on a little secret. I put it together, I’ll acknowledge that. But I also had some voice or unseen force or muse whispering to me along the way. It may sound crazy, but it’s my truth.

Elizabeth Gilbert, writer, gave a TED talk that nails it, this inspiration that comes at times. I’ve watched her presentation several times and each time, it inspires the hell out of me. And each time, it reminds me to have the courage to trust in my personal “geni.”

I use the term “courage”, and, honest-to-God, that’s what it is! You have to learn to take the ego out of whatever it is you are doing, and just trust. Trust in that inner voice, and just do your job. So inspired am I by that TED talk that I’m putting more of them here:

“If the divine cockeyed genius assigned to your case decides to let some sort of wonderment be glimpsed for just one moment through your efforts, than ole! And if not, do your dance anyhow and ole to you nonetheless! Just for having the shear human love and stubbornness to keep showing up.”

If you’re curious as to the kind of inspiration that went into The Gray Lady of Long Branch, here’s a link to the publisher’s entry on the paperback version. It’s also available from the Publisher in ebook form.

I’d love to hear from you on the topic of inspiration or muse or geni voice. Do you hear or have you heard it too?

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I prayed today that I would have a productive day. I didn’t realize

>what it meant.

It was 4 a.m. and a call came in from “Private Caller” so of course I didn’t answer, but I never went back to sleep.  So after glancing through Stephen Quiller’s Water Media Painting book,  I sunk back into the pillows and tried my hand at meditating after finally finishing and being extraordinarily moved by Elizabeth Gilbert’s Eat Pray Love.  After a battle with “Monkey Mind,” I gave up in exasperation, but sent up one request to the vast universe before I did.

Let me have a productive day” I urged, thinking of the laundry list of things I had on my plate on this seemingly regular Friday morning such as finish Whitehall consulting work for one client,  meet my fellow painters at Jerry’s to purchase some needed supplies and drop off materials for the swag bags going to the first 20 customers at next week’s PAW Fundraiser.  Oh, and complete the commission painting for my eye doctor.  His staff got me to do an eight canvas eye to present him as a gift and it’s due next Friday.  It’s nearly done and only needs finishing touches.  And looks fab, if I may say so myself.  So, when I sent up that request, I had this kinda stuff in mind.

Not having to call my ex-husband, a jail, a college Dean and others:  A loved one has gotten into a serious jam and I’m not sure what it will mean down the road, but it could be a long, hard journey for this person.  He’s been doing beautifully since I made a stance earlier this year, and comments from those who work with him say he’s a really wonderful person.  I hope this slip up was a minor blip on the radar, but am fearful it could be more. 

I hope and pray that my loved one clings to something positive and moves past this to find and fulfill his potential.  Keep us in your prayers.  I gotta go.  There’s work to be done…